Happy June 1st ANT!!!! Only 4 more days til my Birthday…woooo hoooo!
Blessings
~KBM~
OUCH! Thank you, Ant, for your IMPECCABLE WORDS. My dad called me a :KLUTZ” as a teen–so I did take that to heart and act out on that and BELIEVE it! I no longer believe that and think that I am GRACEFUL
ANT– love ya… my homework was to long to put into a comment, so im going to email it to you in youtube.. Super Fan, Steven
ANT– OMG.. I sent you an email and a comment from my roommates account.. sorry… I thought it was me that was logged in.. Im going to sent it to you again but form me this time…. OMG OMG… My homework was to big to fit in a comment so i sent it in a email… xxoo Super Fan, Steven
I have so much love for you all. My little wounded babies. We will gain strength this month. You will tap into a power you never knew you had. Watch. Listen. Learn. Reach. Become.
xo ANT
Hugs Ant and all colony memberss, as a kid I was a faggot Indian with tourettes, often called a retard and a host of racial slurs and I bought into it for a while, for far too long!!! Forgiveness is what I feel when I look back, I am no longer shamed to have tourettes!! Hugs all, be Well and be Blessed!!!!Hahahaha, I cried and now I feel good!!
This is only 4 Agreements related and, in a way, related to a program of recovery. Recently, my sister and I shared some words with one another via e-mail. Words that were very hurtful to me but the words that hurt most were ” I do not think I can be your friend anymore”. Since then, I have not been able to e-mail or call her. I do not even answer the phone when she calls. She said I am not her friend. I have made that true. Thank God for recovery and for new beginnings. I wish you all the best!
Throughout my life I had many harmful words yelled at me. All of them did their great damage but one line stood out the most. “You are worthless and you will always be worthless; you are just one of those sad beings that never should have been created.” I was told that until the person passed away. Sadly, her words did not pass along with her. For many years, I have allowed those words to take control of me. I had become a person with no love for myself. I am still trying to overcome those.
Ant, you are a hero.
When I was a teenager, my Grandmother told me that everyone harbored same-sex tendencies–that we were all essentially bi-sexual, and that it was a matter of choice, “choosing” to be straight as one allegedly should. As a gay person, that impacted upon me in the most negative of ways by making me believe I had the capacity to “choose” to be straight. It enabled the closet I was already trapped in for so long. Words.
Ant, you are amazing. I love you.
My mom is extremely negative towards me. And I have allowed her to become the negative voice in my head. I struggle with this. Because I enabled her to cripple my self-esteem. Recently, I severed ties with her. And it is incredibly hard. I have cried everyday since I cut ties. I have been in a very recent downward spiral. You are the first person that I’ve really told.
My issues don’t all stem from my mom obviously. But this is my homewark.
<3
I love that book two. BUT…it is not the end all answer, but a great phylosphy to live by. Remeber there are two of everything. When someone is sad someone is happy not everybody can be happy at the same tme. there is good there is evil just choose to be either or and don’t hate yourself for what you choose. Most bounce between the two and think they are good. if you call them on it all hell break loose. hahaha.Hell is other people! Heaven is other people too. see what I mean?
I like ur directness and soft delivery, u put me at ease, u r a great human being, go and be all that u want to be
I’m reading it now. It’s amazing and is changing my life instantly! It’s going through the circle of friends. It should be shared. Thank you for this. I’m thinking about doing something similar now…for my first video
Oh, my friend who has MS introduced me to this book. She wants to read it again but has problems with her vision. I’ve gotta let her know about this.
i me mine
lol, this guy is really fucked up, like my dad hahaha
Happy June 1st ANT!!!! Only 4 more days til my Birthday…woooo hoooo!
Blessings
~KBM~
OUCH! Thank you, Ant, for your IMPECCABLE WORDS. My dad called me a :KLUTZ” as a teen–so I did take that to heart and act out on that and BELIEVE it! I no longer believe that and think that I am GRACEFUL
ANT– love ya… my homework was to long to put into a comment, so im going to email it to you in youtube.. Super Fan, Steven
ANT– OMG.. I sent you an email and a comment from my roommates account.. sorry… I thought it was me that was logged in.. Im going to sent it to you again but form me this time…. OMG OMG… My homework was to big to fit in a comment so i sent it in a email… xxoo Super Fan, Steven
I have so much love for you all. My little wounded babies. We will gain strength this month. You will tap into a power you never knew you had. Watch. Listen. Learn. Reach. Become.
xo ANT
Hugs Ant and all colony memberss, as a kid I was a faggot Indian with tourettes, often called a retard and a host of racial slurs and I bought into it for a while, for far too long!!! Forgiveness is what I feel when I look back, I am no longer shamed to have tourettes!! Hugs all, be Well and be Blessed!!!!Hahahaha, I cried and now I feel good!!
This is only 4 Agreements related and, in a way, related to a program of recovery. Recently, my sister and I shared some words with one another via e-mail. Words that were very hurtful to me but the words that hurt most were ” I do not think I can be your friend anymore”. Since then, I have not been able to e-mail or call her. I do not even answer the phone when she calls. She said I am not her friend. I have made that true. Thank God for recovery and for new beginnings. I wish you all the best!
Throughout my life I had many harmful words yelled at me. All of them did their great damage but one line stood out the most. “You are worthless and you will always be worthless; you are just one of those sad beings that never should have been created.” I was told that until the person passed away. Sadly, her words did not pass along with her. For many years, I have allowed those words to take control of me. I had become a person with no love for myself. I am still trying to overcome those.
Ant, you are a hero.
When I was a teenager, my Grandmother told me that everyone harbored same-sex tendencies–that we were all essentially bi-sexual, and that it was a matter of choice, “choosing” to be straight as one allegedly should. As a gay person, that impacted upon me in the most negative of ways by making me believe I had the capacity to “choose” to be straight. It enabled the closet I was already trapped in for so long. Words.
Ant, you are amazing. I love you.
My mom is extremely negative towards me. And I have allowed her to become the negative voice in my head. I struggle with this. Because I enabled her to cripple my self-esteem. Recently, I severed ties with her. And it is incredibly hard. I have cried everyday since I cut ties. I have been in a very recent downward spiral. You are the first person that I’ve really told.
My issues don’t all stem from my mom obviously. But this is my homewark.
<3
I love that book two. BUT…it is not the end all answer, but a great phylosphy to live by. Remeber there are two of everything. When someone is sad someone is happy not everybody can be happy at the same tme. there is good there is evil just choose to be either or and don’t hate yourself for what you choose. Most bounce between the two and think they are good. if you call them on it all hell break loose. hahaha.Hell is other people! Heaven is other people too. see what I mean?
I like ur directness and soft delivery, u put me at ease, u r a great human being, go and be all that u want to be
I’m reading it now. It’s amazing and is changing my life instantly! It’s going through the circle of friends. It should be shared. Thank you for this. I’m thinking about doing something similar now…for my first video
Oh, my friend who has MS introduced me to this book. She wants to read it again but has problems with her vision. I’ve gotta let her know about this.
i me mine
lol, this guy is really fucked up, like my dad hahaha
Proof that the Four Agreements don’t work!
?? Proof that our educational system needs fixing.
don’t reply to this negitivity
u just violated agreement #2.
Just teasing
what a creeper
there should be more places for gay men like GayBangz . Com it would be cool
what a crock…